negative today

09 May 2006 @ 18:34
my mood

Existe algu�m esperando por voc�
Que vai comprar a sua juventude
E convenc�-lo a vencer

Lyrics from A Can�ao Do Senhor Da Guerra by Legiao Urbana. It's kind of a negative view of my situation today, but I don't think I care right now. I do feel like a sell out. I don't truly understand why we're going over there. People see me in the street when I'm in uniform and they thank me. Thank me for what? Serving my country? My state? I'm doing it for the benefits. I'm doing it for the money. And when I'm in civilian clothes, no one takes a second look. What makes the uniform so special?
--Annie

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