is it?

02 January 2006 @ 13:10
my mood

I want to cry.

I couldn't sleep last night because of the pain. When I finally passed out, I had only a few hours of rest before Dad poked me awake. Only to be greeted with the same agony.

It never stops.

I know I need to go to the doctor, but they're only going to poke me with more needles. They're going to look at me and wonder what's wrong. Why did a 20-something have shingles? Why am I not getting better, faster? All of my blood tests come back clean, normal. They keep telling me "oh, it's just stress."

Is it?
--Annie

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