wake up and just know?

03 February 2004 @ 23:10
my mood

One morning do you just wake up, look in the mirror and just know what you're going to be? Or am I always going to be asking myself "Hey, is this what you want to do? Are you capable of pulling this off?"

Everyone assures me that this feeling is normal. I don't like this feeling. I don't like not knowing what I'm going to do.

If someone made a flow chart of all of my options, I think I would be overwhelmed. While I'm aware of the choices, I'm not sure which would be the best for me or if I would enjoy it or if it would bore me to death.

If someone gave me a remote, I think I would go on auto-play and let everything fast forward to the end.

But I guess I would miss out on the ride, wouldn't I?
--Annie

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